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[ there's no pretty way to say it so caroline will just have to be blunt ]

marcos thinks i should turn him into a vampire

WHY?

did you know he got poisoned in new beijing?

[ did you know and not TELL HER ]

NO!

But it sounds like something stupid he would do.

me EITHER

[ he's in so much trouble ]

i told him i wanted him to be careful. i was going to give him some of my blood, just in case of emergencies. like a first aid kit.
i told him he had to be careful with it, because if he died

[ the message cuts off. somewhere, caroline is yelling. ]

now he WANTS to die so he can come back and be with me forever

UM

Maybe he should try being careful first. Give that a shot?

he looked at me like i kicked his puppy when i said it was a bad idea
he says it's okay but i'm worried he's going to try and do it anyway

[ she's not the only bloodsucker in town ]

[ jyn doesn't care what caroline is, when it comes down to it. she has a different diet, different restrictions, but jyn knows she is technically dead. and that is what is giving jyn pause.

did marcos think about this even a little bit at all? ]

I know he's been freaked out since the gangs

But he's missing at least eight steps before killing himself

i don't want him to die.

[ she wants him, but she wants him to live more. for the first time in her life, caroline truly and sincerely wants to choose the unselfish option. she finally feels like she might be getting closer to that abyss deep state of mind.

but marcos is being a dumbass in a kiddie pool, and she doesn't know how to stop him. ]

i would never ask him to do that.

[ it may partially also be that caroline doesn't think she's worth sticking around for. ]

You don't sound like you're asking.

Did you tell him that? That you don't want him to do this yet

[ ... had she? (she had not.) ]

i told him i didn't think it was a good idea. i mean, he'd be stuck inside literally all day. how is he supposed to help people if he can only go out at night?