[ they're back in the honesty bubble and jyn takes that seriously, and not just for the benefit of cassian's post-espionage life. saw hid so much from her, even cassian did at the beginning. not being ignorant to everything around her is important. her hands wind together across her stomach, one leg drawing up until her knee is bent. it tips over against the bed like a flat passé. ]
It's not bad or-- I don't regret... earlier. I don't know how to do any of this, I don't... [ she huffs out a tiny sigh. ] I don't how to be... [ her mouth works to figure out the right word when it could be many: normal, capable of basic human emotion, not prepared for a thousand other shoes to drop, a good person who deserves good things. ] Happy.
[ there's a tinge of bitterness when she adds on a murmur: ] I couldn't even tell that's what I felt.
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[ they're back in the honesty bubble and jyn takes that seriously, and not just for the benefit of cassian's post-espionage life. saw hid so much from her, even cassian did at the beginning. not being ignorant to everything around her is important. her hands wind together across her stomach, one leg drawing up until her knee is bent. it tips over against the bed like a flat passé. ]
It's not bad or-- I don't regret... earlier. I don't know how to do any of this, I don't... [ she huffs out a tiny sigh. ] I don't how to be... [ her mouth works to figure out the right word when it could be many: normal, capable of basic human emotion, not prepared for a thousand other shoes to drop, a good person who deserves good things. ] Happy.
[ there's a tinge of bitterness when she adds on a murmur: ] I couldn't even tell that's what I felt.