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// kestrel

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{ holiday gift }

[drawsblood]

[ He knows she already has a pair that do the job, but what if they're in the wash, or something happens to them? That's why Joric requests this stylish thing at the supply drop off for Jyn. He has no idea what her size is, so he literally gives a guess (short woman who eats a ton but never seems to get any larger size). It shows up outside her door because he doesn't know how to be normal and hand over a gift in person. He hopes it fits or she has a belt. Enjoy? ]

[ present ]

[dr_unconscious]

[Clayton hopes Jyn enjoys this very soft, cute, and kind of alarmingly anatomically-correct hoodie that he has wrapped and dropped off at her room. The size might be a little on the large side, but it more than makes up for any excess bagginess with comfort. A note scrawled in extremely poor handwriting is attached to the outside.]

Stay warm out there!
--Clayton

text - un; nightmoves

[ruinously]

Hey. Sorry I went AWOL. Went home again.

You can keep the books.

[realists]

[ on one hand, jyn likes dean and she is glad he is back. on the other hand, her abandonment issues have abandonment issues and she is irrationally mad he left as if a. he had a choice or b. she means that much to him and vice versa for it to matter. her abandonment issues also have self-worth issues. ]

I was only holding them hostage.

Did you find your friend there?

[ruinously]

[ He understands this deeply. His brother left him to fucking rot in Purgatory and he has somee Feelings about it. ]

I did. It got complicated...and then I lost him again.

[realists]

Sorry

[ she's hasn't gotten better at comfort in two weeks. ]

[ruinously]

It is what it is.

You good?

[realists]

I hate ships

[ every time they come back to the ximilia she hates it, recycled air and climate control. the beds are nice, but everything else makes her feel trapped. ]

[ruinously]

I don’t think I do either. I did at first, I’d never been on one. But now it just kinda reminds me how claustrophobic I can be.

[realists]

I was on a ship for six months straight, I prefered prison

[ literal torture was better. ]

[ruinously]

can't say I blame you there. least in prison i had daylight hours

you know, on solid ground, and it isn't a sim

[realists]

Yeah, exactly

Breathe real air

Why were you in?

[ruinously]

breaking and entering, credit card fraud, digging up graves. one time we went in on purpose to help a friend of our dads out. bunch of inmates were getting murdered by a bitch of a dead nurse

[realists]

[ looks up credit card fraud... we've all done that, dean ]

Do you often dig up corpses?

[ruinously]

[ true ]

more often than you'd think

[realists]

Why would anyone choose to be buried then?

[ruinously]

some don't and that makes my life a lot more difficult

[realists]

Hm

[ruinously]

you salt and burn the bones, it gets rid of the ghosts

[realists]

Then I will not be a ghost

That's nice, I guess

[ruinously]

kinda feel bad for 'em, they pretty tortured spirits

[realists]

Why?

[ruinously]

A lot of times, they're mourning their life, or they're angry at how they died. Lotta times they've been violently murdered and the longer they're stuck here, the angrier and out of control they get. It's not really their fault, you know? Just kinda sad.

[realists]

Yeah

[ maybe she is a ghost... ]

[ruinously]

[ possibly ]

anyway

sorry i was MIA. didn't mean to