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[realists]

Then I will not be a ghost

That's nice, I guess

[ruinously]

kinda feel bad for 'em, they pretty tortured spirits

[realists]

Why?

[ruinously]

A lot of times, they're mourning their life, or they're angry at how they died. Lotta times they've been violently murdered and the longer they're stuck here, the angrier and out of control they get. It's not really their fault, you know? Just kinda sad.

[realists]

Yeah

[ maybe she is a ghost... ]

[ruinously]

[ possibly ]

anyway

sorry i was MIA. didn't mean to

[realists]

I'm not sorry I held your books hostage

[ruinously]

[ were she close she'd hear him laughing ]

you get to reading any of them?

[realists]

Yes

I liked Slaughterhouse-Five and the Tell-Tale Heart

[ruinously]

excellent choices. Vonnegut and Poe are two of my favorites. Read Cask of Amontillado while you've got the anthology

[realists]

Okay

Is that what Earth is really like?

[ruinously]

Not really, though I guess a case could be made for Poe's writing. People did some weird shit back there, and the guilt of murder could probably cause someone to hear things.

[realists]

I never want to visit your planet, I hope you know that

[ruinously]

Yeah...

I don't really blame you.

[realists]

What do you miss about it?

[ there has to be something good there, dean and ziggy are decent and they're both from earth. ]

[ruinously]

[ that's a really good question, especially considering he'd spent a year in purgatory and came back to Sam just...giving up. Leaving him there. ]

My mom. She died when I was four, but I still remember her. She used to cut the crusts off my sandwiches.

[realists]

[ imagine the only thing you miss about an entire planet is a women who died thirty or more years ago. ]

Are you still that picky?

[ruinously]

[ yeah.. ]

Not anymore. But it's a nice memory.

[realists]

[ if she ever makes him a sandwich, she is going to cut the crusts off. ]

My mum died when I was eight, I don't know if I would want to go back to that planet

[ruinously]

[ he'd be so choked up bless ]

Yeah. There's not a lot of great memories for me there.

Sorry about your mom.

[realists]

Sorry about yours

[ruinously]

shitty for both of us

[realists]

The galaxies seem to love orphans

[ruinously]

it's "character development"

like uncle ben. spiderman isn't who he is without that death

[realists]

None of that has any meaning to me

[ is the man made of spiders? who is dean's uncle ben? ]