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jyn ✧ (ง •̀_•́)ง ✧ erso ([personal profile] realists) wrote2019-03-07 10:59 pm
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-16 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ he knows she could probably flip him back over with ease, there is a reason he was admiring her muscles in particular before. she is Strong and that's Hot. but it's the easy and familiar back and forth, that's the fun part, combined with the way the movement keeps pressing them together in different ways. ]

[ her laugh delights him completely. he's never going to get tired of that sound. ]

[ but he gives her a very slow once over after sitting on her legs, languidly looking down and back up her chest with a very quiet smirk. ]


I already have you mostly naked. I could work with that.

[ he doesn't want to and he's not going to, but it's the temporary principle of the argument. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-16 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he doesn't want to but he could keep it that way for a while, out of spite. it's impossible to lie to jyn, sometimes even without the empathy bond. she is reading him clear as day, but he still doesn't want to give in yet. if he's gonna say herb stupidly, he's gonna drag it out as long as possible until she gets annoyed with him first. ]

[ so instead of saying the password, he leans down and brushes his lips over hers. he doesn't stay there, letting his mouth wander again along her jaw, dipping down her neck. she doesn't have to do anything! he can just kiss the fuck outta her!! ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-18 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ ♫ compass - zella day ]

[ he is also very into the rug, just not enough to stay here the whole time. it's fine for now, it's very comfortable, but he wants something dumb! he wants to be able to just... roll over and lay there with her, when it's all over! eventually he'll get to the bed, even if he has to say herb with a goddamn h. ]

[ he smiles against her skin when she notices his pattern. he wasn't trying to be subtle, but he had wondered if she'd notice. he plants a lingering kiss to a cluster of freckles right near the center of her chest, near her heart. ]


It's like a star map. To you.

[ whether it's stars or gravity, it seems like there's always a map to each other. a way back, a way home. ]

[ unrelated to any sort of map, his fingertips dip under the band of her underwear, fueled on by that burst of desire he can feel under his lips. he might be feeling sappy, but he also wants. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-18 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ force, he can feel the warmth and softness in such a raw, real way, it's like they're both already beyond naked. there's a lot about the empathy bond that makes this easier, makes it so they don't have to talk very much, but on the flipside it's so much more. he doesn't have to assume based on body language, or read between the lines of her words. he knows, just like she does. he doesn't need a map to find home. ]

[ she knows him so well it's terrifying, but here he is touching her anyway and welcoming it in return, opening himself up to her. ]

[ his smile softens, even as he kisses a line between several of her freckles, tracing it with his tongue right after. ]
I will always find you. This one is more for... exploration.

[ like the way his hand disappears entirely in her underwear and down between her legs, ready to do some of that aforementioned exploring. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-19 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ the simple fact that she closes her eyes is such an explicit sign of trust, and it makes him feel good beyond just in the physical. neither of them trust easily, but here they are. she doesn't try to stop him, so he doesn't take his hand away, but he does shift his kisses back up towards her neck instead as she dims the lights and sets the mood. he's so delighted. ]

That is how you learn to know them. And I would like to get to know all of you, if you would let me.

[ his fingers slide carefully through her folds, sighing into her neck and kind of awed that this is happening, that it still feels like they've got miles to go when it's already this much. he bites just under her jaw, and the way his hand moves almost studiously against her proves just how much he wants to find everything there is to know. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-19 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he has no doubts that she very much is okay with this, but it's so warbly and stuttered an okay that he laughs a little. ] Your tone does not inspire a lot of confidence.

[ his fingers get a little more daring, a little more sure and steady. she is warm and wet and he loves watching her face and the rise and fall of her chest as he touches her. when she shifts, trying to kiss him, he is all too happy to move his own head and press his lips to hers to grant that wish, seemingly ignoring her demand for him to say the dumb password. he's busy kissing her and eager with his hand, and maybe he started with the intention of only working her up more, but cassian finds he wants to see if he can keep going. he wants her to feel good, and he can already sense that fuzzy, happy whirl rushing over her. he wants to get her off on the rug first just like this, fingers moving in a more purposeful pace with one of them tentatively teasing at pushing inside her. ]

Herb. [ no h. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-20 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's no reason the romance can't continue after, can't continue up on the bed - it's still part of his plan, even if he has to say herb to accomplish it. but he has the chance to do something good and nice for jyn now, to bask a little longer in this particular comfortable haze of happy and want. ]

[ she wants this too, he can feel it; it's strange not to check in with words for it, but it's in the brush of her skin to his clear as day. it's a moment to be selfish, and jyn deserves nice things. like orgasms. ]


I think the first one is more applicable to me alone. You like when anyone is wrong. [ he kisses her again, biting at her lip while he slides a finger inside her; it already feels like so much more than he expected, even for him from all the emotion between them, but he starts to fuck her with his hand, eager to make her sound even more breathless. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-26 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ cassian laughs against her mouth, of course she likes when he's wrong. it's what makes him never want to be wrong, out of spite. but he's more than happy to take direction from her. he might be good at this, but only because he listens and he learns and it's better to follow her guidance until he knows for sure. good thing he's a quick learner. ]

I like when you make that noise. [ what noise? any noise! doesn't matter, he likes listening to the sounds he's drawing from her. ]

[ he full body shudders when she makes her other demand, unable to hide the surge of want that rushes over him, but following behind that very quickly is confusion. confusion and a little reluctance, and he doesn't understand why she wants to do it, but he doesn't want to talk about his own feelings so it's time for turnabout round two. ]

One day I am going down on you. [ he punctuates this with a careful curl in his fingers, hoping to distract her from her request by using two now to fuck her while his thumb finds her clit. ] But other things come first.

[ like her! she's gonna come first :) ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-27 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ cassian stills his hand the moment she clamps down, suddenly worried maybe there's a new line he crossed, but she isn't interested in stopping him. just pausing because she's still stuck on giving him a blowjob. ]

[ he recognizes the concern on her face via expression before feeling and tests just how much he can still move his fingers to push off answering. he still doesn't want to answer, so he just keeps at it, albeit more quietly so. ]


Not tonight. [ her face, her voice, the rise and fall of her chest, they all make it difficult for him to deny her outright, but he knows he can't quite agree right now either. maybe he can deflect a little too. ] Ask me again when I am not just thinking about being inside you.
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-11-14 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ he can tell she is not going to let this go from the tiny undercurrent of concern, but he is just going to conveniently ignore that! she's frowning like she wants to argue, but she does open up her legs again, so he leans in to kiss her, hoping to wipe it off her face. maybe he can just kiss her and make her forget!! ]

[ fat chance but he can at least put it off a little longer. ]


I am a little busy. [ as if to prove his point he starts working his fingers all over again, following what she'd directed of him earlier. he ducks his head to kiss along her jaw, her neck, and it is only half to hide his face from their prior conversation. ] I like thinking about it. I will like it more later, but it is not a bad picture for now. Fake words can come later too, you can come first.
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-12-13 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ make me. ]

[ he can still feel her concern, but the way she says it sends a shudder down his spine and force does he want her. he knows this conversation is not over, but he wants to do exactly what she ordered and make her come. even though it was always his goal, his desire for it builds tenfold from the challenge. he crowds up closer into her space, trying to drown away the tension he can feel from her with his own eagerness. ]

[ he feels that tiny little speck of rejection, and that's it. that's what this is. he doesn't want his own inadequacies to make her feel rejected in any way, because there's nothing he wants more than her. he lifts his head and kisses her hard, like he's trying to prove his own feelings as though she can't feel them too. it's biting and soft somehow at once, and his hand moves deftly between her legs. he is taking her order to heart with almost reckless enthusiasm. ]


I am not rejecting you. [ he says it quietly, shifting to kiss along her jaw in case she wants that little bit of privacy, as though he isn't neatly pressed on top of her and literally inside her. ] There is so much more I want to do with you, Jyn. Tonight, tomorrow, the day after. I want you so much.
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-12-16 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's clear he likes the sounds he pulls out of her, each one sending another surge of want through him that she can still probably feel. he always likes to know what the other person thinks, feels, wants, and having the bond force it on him is an entirely different experience. ]

[ she's close too, he can tell that much. even her question doesn't stop him now, fucking her as thoroughly as he can with just his fingers and the occasional press of his lips to her skin. ]

[ letting himself be wanted is always so difficult. it's hard for him to wrap his head around the concept, but he cannot say no to her now. he doesn't want to. ]


Okay. [ he doesn't say how, he won't ask for anything either, but he supposes agreeing to it is a step in the right direction. it's fortunate that he can keep pushing her with his hand, curling his fingers inside her. ] Let go, Jyn. Let me feel you come. I want to hear it, see it, feel it.
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-12-20 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ she is so close. cassian can tell, moreso than usual. but he can also feel that tiny speck of fear, like a dam trying to restrain her desires. she doesn't want to stop, she just... can't get there. this isn't enough, he has to do more. help her more. ]

[ he leans in and very gently kisses her, no expectations, no hunger, just affection and love, somewhat counter-intuitive to the way his hand works her over. he just keeps kissing her, soft and easy like there's nothing else he'd rather do. there isn't, he's not lying. he can think of nothing else he wants more than just being with her, in any capacity. ]


Jyn. [ his lips are still on hers, but his voice is soft. he briefly plants a kiss to her temple, sweeping his thumb over her folds before turning back on her clit. ] It's just you and me here. I promise, I have you. I promise I will catch you. I am here. Do you trust me?

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