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jyn ✧ (ง •̀_•́)ง ✧ erso ([personal profile] realists) wrote2019-03-07 10:59 pm
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-13 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
You were definitely still involved.

[ she sits up and he sits down and suddenly he doesn't know what to do when he's this close. he thought he had a plan, he had several plans. different things to say, ways to bring it up, and he figured as soon as he found her in privacy he'd know exactly how to proceed. ]

[ he loses all of them. ]

[ instead he just reaches out and takes her face in between his hands. he gets about two seconds of surprised pikachu confusion on her face before he ducks in and kisses her. ]

[ it's only a little hesitant, but mostly it's sure and determined, very different from the one she laid on him after her exciting camping trip. it comes with his feelings too, with the warm pressure in his chest that matches hers because if he can't find the words to tell her how he feels, maybe he can just show her. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-15 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it isn't that he doubted she would kiss him back, but it's still a rush of relief when she does, when her hands curl into his shirt like she doesn't want to let him go. it makes him feel wanted, relieved that he wasn't wrong about his analysis. it surprises him anyway because cassian andor is always surprised when people care about him. ]

[ he doesn't change his mind. he's emboldened by her vice grip and he sighs against her mouth, smiling as one hand slides into her hair. it's a chance they're going to take together and he should probably... say something, but he doesn't want to stop kissing her. the warmness in his chest feels magnified by it, solid and centered and grounded more than he's been in a long, long time. they've circled each other since they met, pulled in by a gravity he couldn't explain and was too afraid to investigate. ]

[ he stopped running from the pull already, but now he's ready to jump into it, to slide in closer. he is home and he is safe with jyn, and that's how they are together. he can feel it in the simple act of kissing her, and maybe he doesn't want to stop kissing her because he's not ready to let that go. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-19 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ his mouth opens under hers like it's nothing, smiling when she deepens it, but he does the same, with the same eagerness too. she tastes like raspberries and he already can't seem to get enough. ]

[ it's almost a mad dash to his lap, where she settles in comfortably as he leans back against the seat, and his hands move to steady her at the waist, or maybe he just wants to hold her. probably both, if the way he urges her closer is any indication. it's a good angle, he doesn't have to duck his head anymore, and she is warm in his arms. he still wants to talk, but it's hard to find the motivation to get to it when she's kissing him like that. ]

[ he can feel how much she wants this and feel everything else too, trying not to let the sensation of love overwhelm him too much, not when there is more kissing to be had, fingertips idly dipping under the hem of her shirt. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-24 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ despite recognizing how much she wants him and how much she wants to kiss him, when she pulls her shirt away in a rush his stomach rolls over in anticipation. he only has a few seconds to let his gaze wander, taking in the flashes of her scars and lean muscles, before she kisses him and he once again melts into it. he sighs against her mouth and lets his hands wander instead. ]

[ his face is so soft when she pulls back, equally as blissful and watching her like she's just hung the moon. ]

[ at least until she speaks. he looks up at her, suddenly startled. he knows this for a fact, he can feel it, he's been coming to terms with it since he realized what this feeling was between them. but it still shocks him to hear the words aloud. to hear someone tell him they love him. when was the last time anyone told him that? does he even remember? ]

[ he lifts one hand to cup her cheek, still taken aback. ]
You love me. [ it's not quite a question, but he's still thrown by the concept finally aloud, as though he hadn't planned on telling her himself too. ] I love you, Jyn. I am sorry it took me so long to realize.
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-26 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ it isn't dismissive and he has no qualms about kissing her again - he doesn't think he's going to put up much of a fight about that at any point, if the elation he feels right now is anything to go by. but he laughs against her mouth, because he remembers when she first kissed him. ]

[ he was just as surprised then as he is now by the idea of being loved. ]

[ he kisses her a few more times, and the next time he breaks, he doesn't move very far, keeping his forehead to hers. ]


You cannot just kiss me every time you want me to stop talking.
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-29 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ of course she ignores him. he really should have expected no less! even though it doesn't help his argument, his smile widens and he falls back into kissing her, especially when she presses in even closer. his stomach is butterflies and warmth, and he wants her hands under his shirt, over his skin. he wants to tell her to take it off, but that involves pulling his mouth from hers and maybe she was onto something with the whole nonstop kissing thing. ]

[ he kisses her more and more, briefly biting at her lip, and he breaks again, though he is speaking against her mouth because true to her word, she doesn't stop kissing him herself. ]


You can take it off. [ a beat, where he kisses her again, fingers digging into her waist. ] But not here.

[ he doesn't necessarily mean she can't take his shirt off here, on the couch, but he does not want to continue this here, on the couch. maybe it might be too much too soon but they're both happy and wanting, and cassian tells himself that's enough. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-30 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ she's right, there is approximately zero fight when she manhandles him to his feet and hauls him towards their room. there's a stupid smile on his face while her sense of urgency drags them both across the apartment. he'll tease her about this, for sure. ]

[ jyn nearly slams him back into the door, and he has to admit he is pretty into it. as soon as she realizes she needs help with his shirt, he's maneuvering so they can yank it up and off. teamwork makes the dream work! she immediately leans in to kiss him, and it might be perfect for her, but he's going to get a cramp in his neck if they stay like this for too long. he runs his hands down her sides, fingers digging into her thighs before he lifts her up and pushes off the door, letting her wind her legs around his waist. ]

[ there, much better angle, because he is already back to kissing her. it takes him a few wobbly seconds to get his footing, stumbling once or twice while he adjusts his grip and takes another step towards the bed. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-30 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ even without the empathy link, cassian thinks this would be even more intense than what he's used to, but the back and forth of their feelings keeps feeding off each other, and maybe that's part of what has him feeling so rushed and eager. he's just... feeling a lot! ]

[ her hands sweep up his back, and he can sense that spike of anxiety alongside everything else when they brush over his scar. he could comment, remind her that it's fine, they're safe, and it's over. but he doesn't want to draw any more attention to his back right now, not when she's kissing him like that. ]

[ so instead he loosens his grip just enough that she slips a few inches, but he catches her swiftly with a smirk on his face. 100% on purpose. ]


Oops.

[ yeah! take that! go ahead and kill him now jyn!! focusing on the teasing seems like the best way to avoid the trap of anxiety, and now his grip puts his hand on her ass, so it's definitely a win. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-30 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ he still wins! her yelp! her lips on his throat! nothing about this makes him feel even close to a loser. he hums as her teeth scrape over his skin, adjusting his grip around her into something more firm, more wanting, even as she gets him shoved against the door again. ]

You are the one doing the pushing here. [ she literally pushed him to the wall! which he still very much likes, but it doesn't stray him from his end goal. he squeezes her ass and tries to tilt her head back up with only gestures, because he wants to kiss her. ] Besides, we are not very well balanced like this.

[ so obviously the solution is to step from the wall yet again. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-30 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the worst part about standing here like this is he can't do anything. his hands are holding her up and her mouth is distractedly discovering his neck, and it's great, honestly, but he doesn't like doing nothing! ]

I thought you did not want me to talk. [ yeah he'll just call her out on that, briefly falling back against the wall while she makes use of her teeth. ] Did you change your mind? Very confusing messages here.

[ he's gonna save his direct "i want" statement till the last possible moment, obviously. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-02 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
You will let me?

[ he laughs, even as her legs tighten around him and he knows she can hold herself up, that she is positioning herself on purpose. ]

I want you. [ in simplicity. he can't kiss her, but he can at least duck his head towards her ear so his words are echoing in close. his grip on her tightens too; it's like they just keep pulling and pushing and trying to drag each other under in closeness. ] I want you on the bed, and you can keep your legs around me, but I would very much like you without your pants on.
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-03 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ let him live his romantic and gross life!! apparently he wants to try it out!! ]

[ she kisses him again, finally, and he immediately melts into it and does not offer his counterargument yet. it's coming, but first more kissing, licking at her lips and eager to return attention back on her. he does not move from her mouth when he remembers he isn't giving in, words slipping out between kisses. ]
No, I want the bed.

[ he steps away from the wall again; he's still holding her, his legs are the ones on the ground! all he has to do is simply walk to the bed, which is exactly what he starts to do. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-04 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ on the one hand, jyn's ass cassian has always known jyn's upper body strength was impressive, but it's quite different to literally feel it right against him. he's got his arms around her, but she is still clearly doing some of the work herself. he is maybe swooning internally. ]

[ as soon as she lets go of the light, he steps further from it and further from the dresser till there is nothing around for her to grab except him. so there! ]


No. [ he is!! very firm about this!! even while he ducks in to kiss her and maybe, hopefully distract her with the voracity of it. between the bickering and her thighs, cassian is suddenly even more turned on and resolute. ] We can do that next time.

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