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[evasives]

What does that mean? I do not lie to you about what I do here.

[realists]

I know.

[ but he did and she is feeling fighty and mean. ]

I don't tell you because you can talk me out of it.

[evasives]

Have I ever tried? Other than maybe the first time you brought it up?

[realists]

I didn't say you did! But you can!

[evasives]

Just because I can does not mean I will. You cannot stop me from worrying by pretending you are not going.

[realists]

I can try

[evasives]

Why? All it does is make me worry more when you are not being honest.

[realists]

Because when I am home you can see I am uninjured, if you know before there are too many variables

[evasives]

My concern is not a variable you can control.

[realists]

I can control everything else surrounding it.

[evasives]

Including lying to me.

I just want you to be honest about when you go.

[realists]

[ SHE WASN'T LYING SHE WAS EVADING. ]

Fine.

[evasives]

[ SAME DIFFERENCE. he is the Expert. ]

Thank you.

I worry because I care, I am not going to... stop you.

[realists]

I don't like that you worry.

[evasives]

You know it does not mean I think you are incapable, right?

[realists]

I know.

[evasives]

Then why are you giving me a hard time?

[realists]

I don't know.

I'm still annoyed, fighting didn't help.

[evasives]

You do not have to pick fights with me when the first route did not work.

[realists]

YOU picked this fight!

[evasives]

I confronted you about lying and you have been hostile with me since.

I was not looking for a fight like you seem to be.

[realists]

Fine, you win.

[evasives]

I am not looking for a win either, Jyn. What's wrong?

[realists]

I believed her! And I told you what she said and all of it was wrong and I hurt you because I was too weak and trusted her.

[evasives]

[ oh. now he gets it. ]

We were both going with what you had learned at the time, that is not weak. You did not hurt me with it, Jyn.